This was a brilliant read from

From ‘s newsletter, this is focusing on energy in the healing process and is a really good read. Sometimes the most simple information is what smacks the hardest between the eyes.

Qigong has been THE most helpful practice (some will say exercise, but that isn’t quite the right word) for my physical, emotional and mental needs. Understanding life-force energy: Qi (or Chi, it’s spelled a couple different ways but said the same) and the way it is integrated into the fabric of the Universe is extremely helpful for healing.

I hope you enjoy reading!

Happy Month of June!

As I mentioned in my last email a few days ago… everything in the Universe is made of the same thing — energy.

Behind all forms of energy finding a unique expression is the formless creative source energy of the Universe. When energy gets expressed in unhealthy patterns we call disease or trauma, we can bring these energies into a state of health (freely flowing harmonized energy) through simple movement practices, sounds, and visualizations with energy healing practices.

Over the course of the next few emails I hope to begin to outline some of the essential teachings of Wisdom Healing Qigong for activating the natural healthy condition. The healing techniques can apply to a particular personal condition, a condition of another person, or a condition in your workplace or the world.

The purpose of Qigong energy healing is to unblock and release the healing power within you and amplify the exchange of life force energy (chi/qi) between you and the Universe. When we bring balance to the energies of our being and the energy of the Universe, we create harmony within ourselves.

Whether you are new to energy-based healing or have been working with energy as a therapist, doctor, or Qigong student, whether you are sick or healthy, we trust both the theory and the practices will bring great benefit to your life and all that you care deeply about.

The beauty of Zhineng Wisdom Healing Qigong’s approach to healing is that nothing is isolated — nothing is excluded, everything belongs. We encourage you to integrate the techniques, practices, and insights from Qigong-style healing with your existing medical and spiritual approach to healing. It all belongs.

Another essential understanding is the Wisdom Healing Qigong principle that we are all in this together. Again, nothing is isolated. So, as you experiment with the teachings, movements, meditations, and sounds, imagine being connected with all of us doing the same… and together we will activate even more energy for each other’s healing efforts!

All of your previous spiritual practices and experiences can be integrated into these understandings. One does not need to ‘convert’ in order to participate and benefit. You can discover how this Wisdom Healing Qigong expression of wisdom adds to your understanding of energetic healing, and then utilize these healing technologies in conjunction with your own specific healing and spiritual methodologies, such as yoga, Reiki, meditation, rituals, prayer, etc. On the other hand, you can start from scratch with this fresh perspective and allow your belief to evolve from your experiences.

More about Qigong, Health, and Energy Flow

When we are healthy and happy our energy is flowing freely in a state of balance, integration, and harmony. The energy associated with our being flows both within and around the body. The energy of our being is intricately interwoven with the creative life force energy of the Universe. Understanding our relationship with this energy, foundational to all of creation, we can seed our own future, initiate our own well-being, and activate our own divine potential and the divine blueprint of life around us.

Disease and dysfunction show up when the energy of any system is out-of-balance. This appears as stagnation, blockage, or in some other significant way. Whether the condition is a dis-ease in your body, such as cancer, Parkinson’s or Multiple Sclerosis, or exists on a larger scale, like the societal problem of prisons, the healing process is the same. We bring the full power of the creative energy of the Universe deep into the interior of the blocked energy by providing energy to this system with a revitalized purpose: the transformation into its natural potential — a healthy, happy, balanced state of freely flowing energy.

When we supplement practice with the transmission of harmonious information (theory and science), we amplify the healing energy’s penetration deep into our molecular structure and deliberately provide a new framework for the transformational process. Integrating the wisdom of the mind, body and spirit, we learn both to generate this new energy and information as well as receive and share it.

Utilizing the Capacity of Consciousness

“Where the mind goes, energy flows” is the operating principle and power behind Wisdom Healing Qigong healing. We use our mind, body movement, visualization, Inner Smile practices, and sound vibration in an integrated manner. Therefore it is important to understand that the purpose of each of these techniques, is to help the mind concentrate and remain focused. Each technology supports the mind by giving a positive frequency to the energy and to the mental information that it is directing. Along the way you will enjoy many positive side effects.

Using our mind (consciousness), we can send our thoughts anywhere, deep into the cells of our organs’ tissues or even deep into the cells of society’s prisons. With our consciousness, we can direct energy anywhere within ourselves and within our world.

All things come and go. The processes of accumulation and dissolution are the natural patterns of energy, just as ice melts to water and then evaporates to steam. We have the power to alter and magnify these processes by using our minds to give neutral energy (known as Huan Yin chi), a purpose and direction.

With strong intention and concentration, we can use our minds to move energy, shifting its state of being, and thus dissolving and dispersing any stuck or sticky energy.

This process of intention and concentration trains the mind to have flexibility beyond our narrow five sensory perception.

We develop an energetic awareness that calms the mind’s tendencies to jump from thought to thought: “What about this? What about that? What about my story? What’s happening with my diagnosis?”

Using detailed imagery and visualization, we begin to perceive like an MRI machine functions — going through all the layers of our being — choosing where we wish to focus our minds on a particular layer in the body, and cultivating the ability to hold the image of health in our mind stream effortlessly.

Soon, the sense of energetic wholeness, the sense of energetic perfection, will become second nature and automatically arise every time you practice.

Energetic Fields

Energetic fields are all around us, and to a large extent, we participate in them unconsciously. Examples of energetic fields include gravity, family habits, and a crowd at a ball game.

Wisdom Healing Qigong uses the phrase “a chi field” to represent the formless energy organized around certain teachings and practices. A chi field is beyond the constraints of space and time, beyond feelings, beyond labels, and beyond physical perceptions.

The quality of a chi field is the accumulative experiences and aspirations of all of its participants, the wisdom and realization of its leader(s), and the generosity of its purpose to benefit all life. All of this energy is available for our healing transformation and awakening.

One of the most precious gifts of Wisdom Healing Qigong technology is the practice of organizing, activating, and cultivating the collective chi field of healing, wellbeing, longevity, and spiritual growth.

I’ll close for now, and share more about the chi field and how it works in my next email tomorrow!

Radiant blessings to you,

Sallena Pool | Director of Operations & Communications | The Chi Center

On behalf of Master Mingtong Gu, Founder of The Chi Center for Wisdom Healing Qigong, headquartered near Santa Fe, New Mexico

#Qigong #energy #BorreliaEtc

There But Not There

My caregiver took this video of me after vaso vagal syncope hit – pulse went down into the low 50’s (edit: my caregiver informed me the day after I posted this that it went lower, into the 40’s) everything went blurry slowly and then started to swim in front of my eyes.

The next thing I knew I was “waking up” on the couch with the CG’s voice calling me back from wherever I went. In the past I would go out for 60 seconds or maybe 90 seconds.. but the CG said this one lasted about 10 minutes until I was back and talking to her. Quietly talking; it was hard to push my voice up to audible tones.

Now I’m back in bed. Each limb feels like it weighs several thousand pounds. I can communicate but more by text than by speaking.

May is Lyme Awareness Month. It’s Spring and ticks are coming out of the brush, climbing the grass and are dangling their legs, questing for a mammal or lizard to come by so it can climb aboard and have a meal.

This hasn’t been a problem for many centuries as this is a way that nature culls the human herd. But after Borrelia was studied and used as a bio weapon with no regard for the overall consequences, problematic cases have popped up.

Then there was the discovery of “Lyme disease” in the 1970’s — but that is from Borrelia burgdorferi, one of the 3 hundreds of types of Borrelia known to us.

Besides Borrelia there is Bartonella, Babesia, Ehrlichia, Anaplasma, Mycoplasma, Rikettsia, Tularemia, etc etc etc

(This is why I’ve defaulted to “BorreliaEtc” even when Borrelia is such a small part of the problem.)

So what gets to my brain and shuts everything down? Wish I knew. I can tell you it’s scary. Quite sobering to see the recording of me there, but not there.

Saturday 4 May our family will be out by the ‘Welcome to Purdy!’ sign, and we welcome anyone who wants to join, or even stop by for a little bit!

Why do we do this year after year?

Tick numbers aren’t decreasing, in fact in recent years we’ve seen significant increases. Disease reports have increased as well. More people are seeking support through this battlefield of illness.

So we come out to remind you to be prepared.

Many species of ticks live here in the Pacific Northwest; each type carries their own risk of different infections.

Be prepared even in your own front and back yards. We are seeing the effects of climate change on ticks – it’s good news for them, bad for us. Ticks are being found further north than ever before. Temperatures don’t go low enough during the winter, any more, for them to seek shelter, they love the mild winters we are having.

The numbers of disease are rising at an alarming rate, yet “Lyme” is still used as a punchline in sitcoms.

The narrative around Vector-Borne Diseases needs to change. So we rally. We talk with people. We share what wisdom we can.

You can show your support! Do you have a shirt or pants that have the color lime green in them? If so, PLEASE wear them this month! You are showing support to a community that is millions strong and worldwide. It will be much appreciated.

You are welcome to pull into the parking lot to say hello, tell us your story and/or ask us any questions.

If you can’t leave your car, please show your support for your neighbors and WAVE or HONK your horns — we’ll be at the Spit from 2-4p.

This year we are donating Tick Ease tools to our Fire Department, our free clinic, our veterinarian, the local nursery, and a professor who teaches nursing students… if we can think of anyone else we will try and provide for them the best tick removal tool we have so far.

We want our community to be as safe as possible and not go through what we do.

For every picture and video that I have of me walking Saathee, playing with her, training, etc… it costs me. It costs mental and physical energy that leaves me exhausted after.

I wouldn’t wish this experience on anyone.

Increase of Borrelia Statistics

The Global Lyme Alliance just shared that:

The latest CDC data indicates that there are more than 427,000 new cases of Lyme disease in the U.S. each year. This is a 30% increase in just one year.

(My emphasis.)

The mice told us from their 2015-16 increase in numbers that tick numbers would increase dramatically by 2017… and with the help of climate change, more tick numbers and species are surviving across the world in places they couldn’t before.

Please, please read Mary Beth Pfeiffer’s book Lyme Disease: The First Epidemic of Climate Change ( for more specific information with resources.

Advocates braced ourselves for one helluva year. We are still trying to sort out this new community landscape; I’ve met more people suffering here in WA State in 2017-18 than I knew in my first 5 YEARS of advocating here put together. The calls, emails, and messages haven’t slowed down now that it’s 2019.

At the least we are still trying to process what is happening in our own bodies and minds, while still helping others with every last bit of energy we have.

It’s exhausting. Think of having maybe 3 spoons left on any given day… what would you spend them on?

Walking in a Real Winter Wonderland

It’s spring (!) some people said. They pointed to warmer temperatures and some flowers blooming in January. The CG (read: Caregiver) and I both said, hang on, it’s not yet February and you’re ready to declare Spring? I know we are headed that way but not there yet!

It just happened to be the day Papa Matt and I are headed into Tacoma to pick up puppy. Thankfully the vehicle is safe for winter travel and we made it home without incident. It’s been months since we had her, my back is taking a while to heal and I have to start some physical therapy. I’m just so happy to snuggle with my baby. My now 1 year old baby!! Feb 28th will be a year since bringing her home.

I’m over the moon to begin with, puppy is very excited and this was showing her a brand new trail Papa cut in the back of the property!

And man there’s a lot of snow. Good thing I have awesome new boots that keep my feet warm. (Thank you Papa!)

Hopefully the snow melts soon so we can plan some socialization adventures. Forecast is saying chance of snow for nearly a week. So, fingers crossed.

Ok. Night night.

RIP Poppa (& Happy New Year)

On the 10th of January 2019, a month after he turned 97, James McCorkle – my maternal grandfather – passed away in his sleep.

Born in Glasgow in December 1921, he was a pilot who flew in the Royal Air Force before, during and after WWII. (There are many stories worth sharing; he was the first helicopter pilot to catch a terrorist, had him running up a tree! I would urge anyone who wanted to read some of those stories to get a book called Time Just Flew by JF McCorkle and edited by Lorraine Hart.)

His grandchildren called him “Poppa” and “Grandad.” He was a complicated character, of another time (he didn’t believe college education was worthwhile for any of his 4 daughters; girls should be finding a husband for example) but he loved his children, grandchildren and great-grandchildren the best he could.

RIP Poppa. I can say it’s extremely relieving to no longer have you stuck in a bed like a prisoner of your own body. But it’s also been very hard to take this in. It’s still coming in waves.

The stress has caused a raise of symptoms. I saw my therapist last Friday and cried through most of the hour.

But then there’s this:

The day Poppa passed away – I got an email from a distant cousin in the United Kingdom who has been searching in Ireland and Scotland both, to break down a brick wall in our mutual family trees. Before, we knew twin boys born in Ireland around 1825 were sent to Scotland to learn new farming techniques. They show up in the 1841 Scottish census at only 15 years old, James and John McCorkle.

My cousin found the boys parents (!), and when we started looking at their information we were able to unlock more and more generations – back to the early 1600’s!


Family history is fascinating to me. I research diligently, wanting to keep my brain active. It’s one thing that helps me engage my brain. I’m not in school, but I still learn something new nearly every day.

Our Yule seemed to fly by, the best thing was my older nephew (13) turned onto a crow, flying around the house and calling out, “ka-kaw!” when he opened his special gift. We are all going to Los Angeles in May to see Harry Potter World. This will be very special as we’ve never had a family trip with all 3 generations. His reaction was priceless! (Don’t worry, we will still have a Lyme Rally in May!)

Soon Lorraine and I will start our video section of this website. We have a camera set up and we are just talking about how to organize ourselves in this newer project. If you have any suggestions, questions, things you’d love us to talk about, anything! please share.

Oh, my hair was trimmed by a friend. Up to my shoulders. It’s so bouncy and healthy looking again.

Currently I’m taking CBD Oil as my only treatment for tick infections – it is working beautifully! Prime My Body is an excellent, nano enhanced oil. Both Lorraine and I take it, her for hEDS (hypermobile Ehler’s Danlos Syndrome) … the oil is amazing. It helps pain, anxiety, sleep and more as well as treating BorreliaEtc. Time to scan in symptom charts for the case study we are doing. And yes I’ll put them up here.

Much love to everyone, and Happy New Year!

Happy Holidays!

I haven’t been working here as constantly as I should be… because I broke my back training my puppy. But happy holidays to everyone. Only a few more days until January brings us around into a new cycle, new possibilities, the New Year.

Merry Christmas, if that speaks to your heart.

Peace, Love and Joy to all, and to all a Good| night.

Life… Or Something Like It

It’s been longer than I had planned on updating, my apologies, but right now we are integrateing our puppy more into our lives. The thing is, she’s still a puppy. We are still working on getting her obedience solid and with family she’s great!

However, she hasn’t been socialised enough with her trainer being busy at his day job. Now she’s 11 months old and I have a problem to correct that my trainer created by getting another puppy at the time when he should have been concentrating his “precious little extra time” (his words, not mine) on the service dog he agreed to help train.

She’s 70lbs of German Shepherd Dog who barks at a person coming close to her or dogs. Especially dogs. So I need a way to give -me- more confidence in our lives as they combine, and I’ve founda wonderful course by a service dog trainer that is helping with exactly that!

One of the main issues in this house is our two cats don’t want anything to do with her. They just aren’t having it with Saathee’s energy level and her heightened herding instincts.

I get it. We are teaching the puppy, finally correctly, not to rush up to the puppy gate. We are getting her obedience to a level that we can give commands from a distance. But the cats don’t know that.

(Though Joni loooooves to watch Saathee’s training sessions. Lol)

They’ve just seen all the times the 70lbs monster has made her way through the cat door and we didn’t prevent it.

I get it.

So this course gives me a concept from day one of week one that was greatly lacking – eye contact. Now I find her looking up at me a lot, to check in, tosee where I’m looking…

We worked on eye contact, then eye contact in motion on a leash… then the lessons start to build in obedience each week from there. It’s not a beginner’s course, one needs the basics down. It is just what I needed, and pup is certainly enjoying learning new things.

It’s been $@#£’n awesome to see the results over the last three weeks. Of course being consistent with training when you’re ill is hard enough, but I’ve had (1) muscles in my back thrown out (and pinching my sciatic nerve in the first week) AND I had (2) a Sphenocath done 27 Oct.

What is a Sphenocath? you ask?

It’s putting a medicine into a sinus pocket that has a nerve bundle with a direct and short link to the brain. Said medicine blocks pain receptors in this powerful nerve bundle. The primary use is to relieve chronic migraines, but we are hoping with me maybe it will help with abdominal migraines? Maybe. And maybe it’ll help with general pain? Maybe. We’ll see. So far my head pressure has lightened!

How do they do this procedure? you ask? It’s a small syringe (no needle) up the nose (you are given lidocaine to freeze the nose, I didn’t feel anything until the actual medicine poured into the pocket, no pain felt at all) while you lay on your back on an exam table, head tilted back a little.

If my back hadn’t hurt so bad, it wouldn’t be such a bad memory… but that procedure was hard. Grade 10 hard. It made my internal temperature raise 4° in just moments!! (my doctor was learning this procedure, so I got to volunteer to have her train on me) and I had N/V come on so fast once the sweat started and my body felt cold and wet, yet hot… arg.

I had to hold my head straight enough that I didn’t move the medicine, but over enough so I didn’t choke on my own vomit.

I also was so weak I couldn’t move any limbs, couldn’t talk for about a minute.

My doctor says, “you’re always my one patient!”

Really not a nice memory. I came out thinking I’d never, EVER, do that again.


Days later, after the bad taste of lidocaine plus the medicine dissipated…

I am seeing less head pressure now than I have in years. That alone is huge, but that’s not all. And though at this moment, as I write, the brain fog is strong… I can still recognize the fog, not just feel “this is my brain’s existence.” I can observe myself with a lot more clarity.

That is incredible and I’m already feeling like I might repeat the process if the good results continue. I haven’t had a migraine since before the procedure, another plus. You’d think, wait… waitwaitwait… you’d do that again?!

The thing is…

10 minutes of hell and a day to recover that I can plan for


these exact symptoms (and more) coming randomly WITH the migraine headache that I cannot plan for…

Yeah. It’s a wait and see game, kinda like with the cats and dog. Lol

Avril Lavigne – Head Above Water (Official Video)

Head Above Water

Please… watch this video. Avril Lavigne had to take a 5 year break from performing because she fights BorreliaEtc. It’s powerful, it speaks directly to what so many of us go through… it’s hauntingly beautiful.

I still can’t stop the tears from falling, and I’ve heard this so much I know every word by heart. It’s incredible. Moving to the core.

I’m sorry it’s been too long since I’ve updated. We had Saathee Shadow for over a week, but Matt went to New York for a week so she’s back with her trainer during that time. We will go get her when Matt comes home because now she has to spend more time with me and with us. A lot of her behavior is gorgeous, but there are issues to get to before she gets too old. (She’s 10 months old.)

I can get her to return to me when there’s a cat, a bunny… her basic obedience is excellent.

But she barks. Part of that is her confidence in being with me. So far her life has mostly been with her trainer, an able-bodied person who can give her a lot more than me as far as energy. Only about once a month would she come home for a visit and in the beginning it was 2, 3 days… the last visit was 10 days. Now it will be stretching into being home for weeks.

I’ve signed up for my own training course with a service dog trainer to help with my confidence, an 8 week course. So when I pick her up we will be doing one specific exercise a week.

I’m looking forward to it. 🙂

But I’m also looking forward to the week of quiet.

Adding a New Diagnosis

Over the past two decades I’ve collected an impressive list of diagnoses along with the tick-borne ones – I’ll give you a taste from my first diagnosis and then in no particular order:

  • heartburn (that was the first guess when I couldn’t stop throwing up at 18 years old)
  • gastroparesis
  • epstein-barr virus (EBV)
  • postural orthostatic tachycardia syndrome (POTS)
  • multiple sclerosis (MS)
  • early menopause (age 22)
  • hypothyroidism
  • dysautonomia
  • human herpes virus 6 (HHV-6)
  • chronic fatigue (CFS/ME)
  • abdominal migraines
  • bell’s palsy
  • temporary idiopathic paralysis of the left leg
  • slowed nerve conduction
  • cluster headaches
  • vaso vagel syncope (VVS)
  • ankle and leg tendonitis
  • chronic pain syndrome


…and like the list of links in Meet The Family, that’s simply off the top of my head.

Well yay (?) at my latest Primary Care appt I got to add another diagnosis.


  • polycystic ovary syndrome (PCOS)

Now this sounds a lot more scary than it is. Let’s see what a little Google search says.


Thanks. I’m becoming more like a man every day. A frustrated-because-my-hormones-aren’t-where-they-should-be person. But without the energy to throw a proper tantrum, I’ll resort to blogging about how surreal it feels. Another diagnosis. I should get to have a punch card.

This diagnosis is validating because I have WEIRD symptoms – like hair on my tummy that wasn’t there five years ago. Seriously. And hobbit feet, but I’ve had those all my life and I’m part of the extended Baggins Family.

Ahem, where was I?


I do have a “high normal” amount of testosterone according to my July blood draw. At my age range it becomes high at the numerical value of 146.

I’m 145.

My estrogens are “normal low” but progesterone is low. Thankfully I don’t have acne, but don’t count that out yet, I’m only turning 38 in December, remember? (I’m trying not to feel old, but I have reached that point where EVERYONE on tv is suddenly younger than me! When did this happen??)

Now the part about cysts are scary, and enlarged ovaries, and connection to endometriosis… C’mon Universe, really?

Nevermind, I didn’t ask that. Really, it’s okay. Go back to sleep Universe. Nighty night!

So… treatments?


Birth control? Nope, have had blood clots in my lungs. (Oh yeah, I forgot that diagnosis before… certain ones you want to forget.) So all the hormone stuff is a no-go. I should make an appointment with my GYN, thankfully I have a really great one that I can tell anything to. She was one of the first people I came out to outside of the LGBTQ community. She’ll help me make sense out this, “don’t worry, you’re becoming a man” thing.


And also I’m not doing statins or anything because my BP is already low and I’m having trouble with this dancing pulse. When I was diagnosed with POTS my average pulse was 110. BP is average 90/60. Now my pulse is sinking to the 40’s, sometimes even the 30’s! Other times it shoots up to 156. I’ve been to the cardiologist, my heart is strong and there is no evidence of anything but VVS. But we are not messing with my pressure.

And I don’t have diabetes, my blood sugar is usually good when I keep up the IVs. I’ve been so tired lately that starting my IV fluids seems like such a daunting task… like climbing a mountain would be easier.

This is your mind.

This is your mind on BorreliaEtc.

No questions, too tired.


Recycling for BorreliaEtc

Anyone who faces chronic illness knows how medical containers pile up. Supplement bottles, vitamin bottles, protein powders, electrolyte additives, tincture bottles, glass bottles, plastic bottles, etc, etc… and I do mean pile.

(Remember those boxes Jordan Fisher Smith empties in Under Our Skin?)

Well, someone finally got ticked off enough to do something about it.

(Like my pun & plug?)

I was so excited to hear about this program – one USD going to BorreliaEtc patients in need for every pound of recycled goods. I signed up and then inquired about collecting at the picnic – I was so happy when they replied with equal enthusiasm!

But empty bottles isn’t where this program ends. The Ticked Off Foundation (TOF) sent me these Recycle For Lyme (RFL) images to use so it becomes super easy to explain the program. (Special thanks to Stephanie. ❤)

So now beyond supplement bottles, there is also nutritional package recycling. All brands are accepted!

Oral care, toothpaste, toothbrushes, deodorant, mouthwash, soap packaging, floss containers, and more…

…and lastly…

Make up, lotions, hair care… there is a nice big list in this category.

My family will be collecting all of these containers at the picnic (September 15th at the Pt. Defiance Park Gig Harbor Viewpoint in Tacoma, WA, starts at 2p) so please bring any of the mentioned items to the picnic, and please think about signing up with RFL yourselves, no matter where you are – you can help!

If you have any questions please check out the FAQ page on the RFL site, or leave a comment and I’ll help as best as I can!

Thank you so much for helping.